Lost and foundAbout 15 years agomy life was beautiful and filled with hope,then it became ugly and then uglier,I don’t know why, I thought of reasons,I thought of nothing but reasons, none of them kind,but I didn’t really know why and even if I hadI doubt that it would have helped very much,somewhere I knewContinue reading “Lost and found”
Category Archives: Poems
Soup
What will happen to my poetrywhen I take all the seeking out,all the images of journeys, struggles,trains and pathways, when I just want tobe where I am because that’s where God is? What will happen whenmy breath is company enoughand I no longer need cynicismto protect me from the painof my unrealized dreamsor shadows toContinue reading “Soup”
Betrayal
Have I ever betrayed love?Many times, but not nearly as oftenas love has betrayed me. Not nearly as often as love has refusedto fit into the ideas or rules I have prepared for it,broken the fetters I have placed on its wrists and anklesor passed by my poetry without a glance. Love doesn’t bow toContinue reading “Betrayal”
Intoxication
This morning wasdark, cold and frostywith a perfectly clear sky,|as I walked over the railway bridgeI stopped abruptly, turned and looked upso I could take the moon by surprise. But the moontook me by surprise instead,so clear, so sharp and unequivocal,there’s something intimate and exciting aboutthe light of a full moon on a dark andContinue reading “Intoxication”
Passing
I passed a woman on myearly morning walk todayand as I did I said, ‘Morning’.She looked up from her little dogwho was peeing against a tree and said,‘Mornin’, then we went our separate ways,she with her dog and me with my thoughts. I walked on, over the railway bridge,past the purple buddleia growing out oftheContinue reading “Passing”
Church music
My head feels like a sack full of brown beer bottles and horseshoes in the back of a truck on a bumpy road, there’s just too much movement and clatter to take aim properly. There’s nothing I can do about it, I’m the passenger, not the driver, the driver is out of his mind onContinue reading “Church music”
Rose
What would it be like to have known the scent of roses your whole life long without ever having seen one? Then how would it be if one dewy summer morning towards the end of your years you found the key to a secret garden, unlocked the door and there, for the first time,Continue reading “Rose”
Kelp
I was looking through some old photographs when I came across the most perfect picture I have ever taken, if the truth be known it probably took me, as I looked at it the memories swam back like a great tanker emerging from the sea mist, the picture was of a sunset reflected on aContinue reading “Kelp”
White men
When I opened my computer this morning the screensaver showed a photograph of American Buffalo grazing in the snow, at one time they were almost wiped out by white men with guns, men who knew nothing of the ways of the people. When they’d finished with the Buffalo they started on the native people, whoContinue reading “White men”
Failure
All my life I’ve lived with failure and the feeling that I’m not enough, I have spent hours and hours with therapists who have told me that it’s to do with my mother, my childhood, my family or growing up in post war Britain and I have agreed with them all. But now I think that theyContinue reading “Failure”
